Feeling

I really feel so sweet and warm and comfortable when there was me and you
i feel so good when you are by my side i feel so comfortable when u smiling at me
i really like the way that u talk to me the voice make me feel so soft so comfortable
nobody can ever make me feel like that..you are the only one u know
when you talking to me the voice make me feel you love me alot alot and alot
make me feel you will be very sayang me if im yours....
make me feel like want to tell that words to you..seriously~~~^^
when u talk to me nobody can ever hear a sinlge word that ur saying to me but only me can hear
it make me feel that the world are only me and you
i really like the way that u talk to me talk on my ear and it turn in to sweetness and sent to my heart and fill up the lonely place...
I really wish i can tell you..I love you

Should i tell him?

haiz...should i tell him what im thinking now..should i ask him not to wait for 4 me..
i feel that im so selfish i don't be like this to him
his a good guy i shouldn't done this to him.....right?
but just so hard to open the mouth and say something like that
but i just so affraid he realize by his own that will be more worst then i tell him myself..
i just don't wanna hurt someone i care i really care what he feel...
but i scare...i scare he will be leaving me after i tell him what is going on now..
im a bad girl..i really mean it...

lunch time at CITC

huuu~~~just finish 2 class just now
walao just now ,math period im going to fall asleep leh~~~just becuase too boring
the lecture keep on talking talking infront ofcause only the introduction of the subject
something useless@@
but luckily after talking alot he giving us some excersize to do is not really sleep inside the class already hope in the future when the class really start won't be this boring^^"
now waiting for the IT class then after then can go back home today's lessen finish!!!haha
but i guess the IT class will be fun cause is my interes also^^
finally i meat a new friend from our class the only girl(expect me ofcause)and the guys all are getting ok already i mean not as boring as yerterday and monday...everyone started to talk to each other and make some jokes ofcause^^ seem everything are working not bad^^

Finally i had settle down with my new college life

Just finsh my lunch at the canteen in ktar~~something call garlic chicken~~emm~~not bad and the price is consider cheap as well..rm3 have 3 piece of chichken alr^^
then another special thing for today is i already got my class and the timetable for everyday I'll have class til 3++@@ haha that might be a good news for me cause i hv found a reason to stop my work at perfection cause actually the manager ask us to work mayb 2 or 3 days per week~~u work la~~with those lazy fucker idiot 'senoir'~~leave all the job to us~~even when im hvn start my study i already felt damn tired everyday don't say now i already started my study and also with lotsa activities~~sorry la ruby if u really wanna blame..u blame dev la blame leena la blame mogana blame rathi la don't blame me but also really sorry for devi i cant come back and help you la and also victor i'll be missing your lame joke^^
Special for ruby:don't worry our ATTANDANCE SENIOR DEV can do it very well XD (yuk!!!!)

then aother very important thing is my class only hv 10 ppl@@ seriousely!!!!and the worst thing is~~~~~there only 2 girls in my class including me!!you know~~~but anyway i think i stil can mix with the boys and girls very well even they are so active but i think is only for this few days la^^
nice to meet you guys!!!^^

My 1st day in Pre-U

I was so exicted last night cause I'm going to enter Pre-U today just cant really sleep for the whole night!!
then i woke up at 5:54am this morning it is really early for me where those day when I'm in secondary school i woke up at around 7am(im quite a lazy pig actually haha) but now i got up at 5++ mailto:!!@.@%20just cant believe how i exicted about the 1st day and i was counting down actually haha
then i arrieved around 8am(the things star at 8:15am) i started felt abit sleeply cause i don't really slept proparely last night@@ after i reached the venue i saw few of student are there already every1 look so strange and cool even myself eventhought i had plan to be nice to every1 but just don't now why i can't may be is because every1 look so scary~~i mean look so strange and unfriendly then after that i saw a few girl and boys walking in the place and start chatting
from the face and the movement i guess the might be the senior(they are) then they ask us to enter the hall and take a sit i gotta tell u guys this the hall is really huge to me and look just like a University
I was sitting just right infront the lectures then...nightmare began!!! Briefing briefing and briefing!! it reall make me wanna fall on sleep on listening them every subject's lecture have a briefing with us and actually just something nonsence-.-
eg.welcome to tarcollege your going to study....bla bla bla
omg can you imagine that??
and this is not just the only thing....besides,the stupid idiot wearther make me mad!!
i sweatting alot and alot~~is damn hot you know
then we need to walked here and there to listen to the briefing that's the mind thing!!
the college is not like our secondary school i mean the size of it we need to walk abit from a block to a block and there is about 20 blocks i think@@ how can i remember all the block?? OMG!!
but anyway i need to isn't?@@

Finally i have my own blog

haha finally i got my own blog with me^^actually already wanna open a account long time ago but just felt like 'look like will be having lotsa thing to do with it eg.like need to update it in a short time and need to put something interesting'
But that day don't know why suddenly 'Ding' my mind came out with the sentence 'i should have a blog to throw all my feeling there'
haha sounds so funny isn't?