All I want

I though you could understand me
I though u could know me deeply
I though u could support me all the time
although u don't understand why am I so crazy for something

Is fine that you don't understand the feeling I got
but please give me a support!

Is fine that you don't understand me and not supporting me
but please don't bring me down

Is fine that you don't understand me,not supporting,and even bring me down
but please don't think that I'm still a 13 year old girl
that don't know what is going on and what's my aim for the rest of my life!

I'm not what you think I am ! I'm not a kid anymore!
I know what i gonna be and what's my plan and my way better than you did!

All I want is just the support from you,an understand,a deep knowing, or a hug...

二十岁零二天，给自己的话

今天，是我二十岁之后的第二天

不再是那无知的小妹妹，天真烂漫仿佛也离我很远了

近几年真的长大很多，即使我一点也不想 继续长大..

但时间，总是残酷的拉着我走

改变，成长，是因为历练改变了我，这些历练里有开心的，不开心的

逐渐 长大之后，逐渐明白悲欢离合的可以很偶然..

逐渐明白，承诺只是过眼云烟，听了再给个微笑就好..

太认真，只会被人笑说是傻 瓜..

逐渐明白，一个人吃饭，一个人走在路上，一个人逛街，是家常便饭

不会再像从前，一大群朋友一起玩，一起笑，有什么事第 一个就想到他们

也许，我还会想找回那些感觉，那些很久以前的回忆，但，天总是不从人愿呀！

从前，我会很自豪 的跟别人说，我朋友如云

可是，当你逐渐长大，就会发现，大部分接近全部，都不会陪你太久

最后剩下来的，只有你自己..

长 大了，就要学会面对冷言冷语，面对所为的朋友，在你面前跟你嘻嘻哈哈

后面重伤你..

我不怪任何人，我知道，我懂得，这些都是 脱变的过程

不管这些脱变的的过程中，我们必须跌倒多少次，我们都必须勇敢站起来

大人都告诉我，不要把事情都想得太简单了，事 情不会那么简单

但，今天我还是选则了用简单，用真诚的心去完成继续我的旅程

相信真心对待，最终一定会有一班真心爱你，真心坦 白的陪你走到终点的好朋友，

就算，这过程中，我还会被背板，被冷笑，被嘲讽多少次..

当你遇到这些事，这些 人的时候，请别沮丧，请别放弃，

其实是上帝给你的考验，这些经历之后，一定有我们所期待的

不管开心的，伤心 的，愤怒的，遗憾的

我都会好好收藏，因为它们都代表我走过的路，我活过的痕迹

伤害我，讽刺我，让我开心，让我满足的人

谢 谢你们，是你们丰富了我的人生，让我更有勇气，更有朝气，更有目标的去完成，去丰富我的人生

不管以后遇到 什么事，我还是会尽我所能，尽全力的用全心全意，

我相信，我知道，只有这样，才不会让人生白流了！

I'm still young!

Well,well,well
I know my 20th journey start today
but who cares???


I'll still acting cute and being little girl
who said 20th have to be mature? who said 20th counldn't be cute anymore??
People said that because they never meet a girl like me before
I'll prove it!

The 20th

Today,after today
I'm no longer a little girl anymore but
have to grow up,think before I do everything,
think of others before i make my decision
It is fate that every of us need to accept without any complaints
Well,if it is fate,and nobody is gonna to run away from it
then let's be happy to accept it!
YEAH!! I AM 20th TODAY!

Well,this year is not a normal birthday year for me
except because Im 20th onwards starting on today
but I got my 1st designer bag as a gift this year!
Guess what brand it's..Not LV..Not Gucci..Not Coach..Not Channel
But Radley London!
Thanks dad and momy
I love it soooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!
Before today I know nothing about Radley but after today
I'm sure I'll be crazy for it!!
Love the smell,the size,the color,the shape,
the design and the scottie dog!! it's awesome!!


*Macaron,my kitty bottle, and my lovely Radley!!







I fell in love with it immediately when i saw it! It just so gorgeous!




Secondly,my sweet darling cooked me a breakfast this year!
This was the first time he cooked and will be the last time i guess
haha
Thank you darling it was super tasty!!
muackzzzzzz^.^

My big boss was so busy in the kitchen this morning XD